My life?should it be more freedom and lively then before?
i am glad that my life seems better..

but in a fear of receiving my results..


getting scolded?

getting beating?

getting the chance of losing freedom?

actually yes..a part of it..
stress given by my dad..
with a mission of impossible of the results they wanted!
a chance of fail 3 subjects?

having a parents that..


dont know the needs of you,

doesnt understand you?

dont know the strength you can score for results,

always stressing you out?

always think you never put effort in..

always think the negative side.

thats the parents i have.do you wish to
have this kind of parents?
sometimes i was thinking why they let me live in this world and giving all these..
always say:

ITS FOR YOUR OWN GOOD.

i know!its for my own good!but no need to stress me until like this?
i have put in all the best i can for my exams!the fact i am a slow learner..what can i do?
& after exams still go for tution..not i want to compain or what,WHY CANT GIVE ME A BREAK OUT OF STUDIES AT THIS MOMENT??issit want to to get depression?or study till my mind burst and die?

OF COURSE NO!


last time my life was like no meaning..

I AM LIVING FOR MY PARENTS,NOT FOR ME..

at least now i have my life goals!my dreams..which makes me think my life is meaningful!i am living for myself!at least for now..i had to face the fact..my results..
no use crying over spill milk..all i can do is to work hard
next year.get good grades!make my parents happy.work towards my goal =).


something i happy is,i can learn what i wanted to learn!my interst,hobby =).
earn money during the hoildays =).and get portable dvd player for myself for birthday ><.
parents allow me to go hongkong!!!the dream country i wanted to go always..
& hope my sis will grow up..realising it,the fact..


well,

ALL THE BEST FOR THE PEOPLE WHO TAKING O LEVEL!=).

alrights!i think i should stop ><.and get prepared for my tution.lol.><.bye =).