ahhh..



wonder when my wounds going to heal.
looks like taking forever!lol ><.
look like just come out from hospital =.=



people asking me 'you okay?'
as if like i dying.LOL.
choy choy touch wood ><.



life getting sian and more sian..
cant get a single job!
how useless i am..haiix!



just hope can faster get a job =/..
and my wounds faster heal =P.
sometimes think back to the past..
realised how different i am from
the past..and i prefer the now..



all the past happy memories..
to only recall but not wish for it..
feel like re-watch animation that
i watch =P.at least my mind can
step into the other world instead
of the real world i living now..



sometimes really want to go
to other world then the
present world i living..
all i know for now
is to look forward..



since i born in this world
no choice but to live in this world.
what we are living for,
sure have its own meaning..



studies life already dying..
cant even get good grades..
make my parents happy..
this make me feel bad.
as i didnt put all my effort in..
seriously..



blame myself?nahh.
blame myself also cant get
the grades.
but to work harder next year.
promise!



my life goals,dreams..
set to let it come true!
i will work extreme harder!


what can i do at home?
my favourite hobby =P.
making it..putting it
into oven..watching
it turn to soft and nice cakes!



the process really makes me
alot times happy then the
present now..
family ate it and give me
comments.



heard from comments
and learn to improve it.
how nice it is!



if my life like a process of making
a cake,i will make it the best and
nicest cake ever i can make!



just hope my parents can
look and think positive..
not always girls and boys
together means they will
do something wrong!



also can like study together
rights?we grown up already..
no longer the 3 years old kid..
we know whats right and wrong..



just dont understand why
my parents think like that!
haiix..



hope times goes by they
will understand and
think positive..